(Possiblly) a 3 years in grad school

i have a gf btw, i had to redo my second year of grad school, but I'm getting through it :) that experience was really awful but im getting through it i recently brought the loz - totk game and im excited :) but have been too nervous and too tired to play it. but I promise I will after I'm done typing this out. tbh all the anguish that I have I usually vent to on tumblr. so I don't really have much to say on here well I'm done with my poo and done with typing Bye! Love, me!

im bi btw

at the moment

shit is so sad, im feeling a whole wave of nothingness at the moment, i really need to go study for this test on tuesday

21 year old senior in college

wow, i think for the rest of my like im gonna have some form of a diary. n i love that, looking back at 8th grade me is interesting, i was a sweet kid, and im still sweet(i would like to believe) adult. hmmm well im currently doing my hair, annoyed by a lab parthner that decided LAST MINUTE the were going to do there part of the work and decided to ignore me and the project like he has the luxury to do that :/// but watevr :/ i digress... that the only pressing thing at the moment BUT im alsomt done with college, bless up and i relized i have to take a year 'off' to take one physics class before i try to admit in to pharmacy school. im judt worried that the school i need to take the physics class in wont accept me or the pharmacy school might not accept me and i DONT WANT TO BE STUCK WITH MY PARENTS (GOOD GOD I REALLY DONT!!!). i guess i just got to take ine averge step at a time and get back up if i fall....(always easier said then done) one thing i can say is that i feel my friends have soon me how shitty adult living truly is, ill prob will be like jessica and live with my parents while working, IF I DONT GET ACCEPTED,which i feel that a little lame to do but hey... got to shallow my pride and do what it takes to forge independents >What am i trying to prove? is this for me? society? family and friends? what is my worth to myself? what do i want out of this life? I want everything... Idontknowhow i dont know what i hate about it idk

chu~

ok i have nothing to type that is important but we put a offer on a house that is beatiful and i hope we get it so pray for me but if you don't belive in any type if god then i don't know.

days pass and i live

Wow it was a bitcth to get back my password ._. well you see i dont remember well and i foget my password -.- sad ... i know so this bloger thing make you go though hell and back the get in but wat ever ^ ^ ok i have not talked a lot in the time ok lets seeee. um well in class i and my partner went up and show or work ^ ^ my younger self would be nevres and have to poo or try to not do it with out talking. but no i can stand in front of claas and not be embraessed which is awsome to see i got over that. Ohh guy u know wat piss me off recently ^ ^ well i am not going to call name ^^ just in case pepole that know wat i am talking about are reading this. well to put a short story short a whole class got punished and me and my friend did nothinging. there is a major injustice to me and good student. i can make teache..oh... i mean peolpe life in hell but i dont chose to >:( damn it apperciate ur good student._. ummm wat else happen um Oh we got a new screen door and it is soo beatial...i can spell^ ^ ok i will let my amine loving side out and tell u something elese ok if u know otomen i have found the show versoin of it and well it is a little different than the manga like (SPOILER SPOILER) in the show they go to a daycare. and i found this new cool anime it is called shogo chara it really nice but i wont spoil it for you so i wont say any thing about it.and i am wacth this japanese drama called Last friend it is amazing the last parts of the first episope wat so sad and good i almost cried and i am a person how never cry or thow up form a show. So if you are intersted i can tell you where to wacth full epiosdes of otomen and Last friend. So just live me a comment. And if u like different episode of amine i can tell you where to find that to. WOOOOOW i never type this much that^^ I think that my coputer class is helping me. well i have to do (LOVE)

ok i have a little to many so i will say the main ones


Kristina- she was my first friend in middle school^ ^ we made friends in 6th grade lunch. She is a cool person and funnyy too. she have the same blue cruces just like
in 6th. she never changed over time and i am happy of that

Rebecca (becky)- she was my second frien in middle school she was friends with kristina and that how we ment. she is the most crazyest randdom person i seen( some of that rub off on me^ ^) and i love that she cool to hang out with ._. but for some reason we have not talked a lot in the 8th grade and i miss talk to her


Justin- he is crazy too like rebecca but different^ ^ he is funny and werid^ ^ he does drugs and shit like that but it cool overall he is awsome


jessica- idk how we meet and thats a litte creepy not to remeber._. she is in love with japanese thing and werid. she funny and wear glasses._. and she hates me? which i dont get but she is cool she is the most blackest whit person i seen oh and she love yaoi and Nao


alexis - we became friend in gym and thought she was cool and junk... but she is EVIL and TWISTED and loves yaoi which is cool to ... sHe can act like a bitch which is sad. but she is like ultra funny and the most blackset,whitest black person i seen


alesisea(idk how to spell her name)- ok she is a twilit fangirl that is annoying but funny she act like a bicth toward me and sometimes like a friend which i think is stupid

ok i have like 15 more but i am lazy